|*27TH dEC' 06*|

It has been a Wonderful Christmas for me This year. Thanks to ALL my Friends whom I have spent Christmas with, and also my Family.. =) *Blessed*

I'm still in the mood la.. ahhaha... Shoot.. I think I'm fatter la.. Eat and eat.. SO MUCH Chocolate la... hahaha... tsk tsk tsk
Candy Kills... Chocolates will too... LOLs... =p

Anywayz... its the 1st time I actually spent Christmas with both my friends and my family.. finally going out instead of sleeping at home.. lolz.. =x

Went to watch Night at the Museum with 2 friends jus now.. Seriously its Super funny.. I'm very happy.. HAHAHA!!! just that I'm feel kinda worried whent he animals escape.. yea.. but its really farnie.. Great Movie.. I like the Stone sulpture.. dunno wad name..
'You Dumb Dumb Give me Gum Gum'.. LOLS!!!

|*23rd Dec'06*|

Practiced Piano from 11 to 4pm.. with breaks.. All the Way arhhhsss.. hahas!!..=X
Kays.. den went for Company's Xmas Party..

Started kinda slow.. but after a while I got to know more of the customers la..
Then something didn't seem right.. and during the gift xchange.. that Confirms my gut feeling.
This FAT man.. I realised after a while he is DRUNK!! I was SO Utterly Disgusted by him.. Feel so insulted la.. kns.. Spoil my night.. Pissed off.. wanted to tell him off.. but a lot of pple.. so I could only face away and look at my colleague.. In the end I told my Boss about it la.. Dang~ =\

I left after the Xchange.. Dont 1 to go by the back coz will see that man.. kns.. So keep asking my manager to open the front door.. He still dunno what happen la.. dots..

I'm Thankful that I'm blessed with ......... but I can't be too proud/happy about it la.. but seriously at times when I encounter such stuff is 1 of the reason why I stick to being a plain jane.. =.=

And... right now.. somebody just figured out my intention of ....... !!!! *wHaCk!!* =p

|*21st Dec' 06*|

Woke up this morning, my mom told me that Ah Ma's house has flooded.. =.- Good thing Ah Ma's in KL.. den heard that my Aunt went to save the TV..lols... I wonder manz.. The last time that place really floods was in 1984.. The only time I was there that house kinda "flood" was a few years back.. I remembered that the front porch started filling up with water just after 2hrs of continuous heavy rain.. the backyard where the veggies are is alreayd flooded.. the water was threatening to enter the toliet.. we had to close the door jus to prevent the water from entering the house..=.- I think that place is a very low lying land.. that's why it's always affected by floods.. Saw the news and newspapers.. the whole Segamat is like in water... Gemas too la..aiyoo.

Aiyo.. den CNY how? I bet after the water leaves.. the house will be filled with Mud.. eerkks..
My pillow..=\ New beds for New Year?? =X Tsk tsk tsk......


Now I'm so bored at home.. I think coz I seldom stay at home the whole day nowadays.. Am always outside, either working or out with friends or in school or wateva la...
The weather these few days are great manz.. Natural air - con.. Kinda cold at times but its nice.. Feels like the weather in Korea during September =X I think I cannot stay at home the whole day.. I just cannot seem to do anything.. Lazing around.. especially with this kinda weather.. lols..
Feel like watching Night at the Museum.. any takers?=x

Something's bothering me at the back of my head.....

|*20th Dec'06*|

5 days to Christmas. I don't know why I'm so excited about Christmas, I've been looking forward to it since a month ago.. LOL.. not as if I have Parties or Big celebration planned, well perhaps there might be.. Heee.. Perhaps maybe I've felt the Joy of the Coming of Jesus Christ..=D
I'm Broke this month. I'm not sure why.. I did shop a bit in the beginning, but I guess majority of it is spent on food at city area.. its ex...=\ Sigh.. and there are gifts exchanges..=.- Ohh well.. lols..

I've been trying to draw up my own Christmas Wish List..
Here it is.. Hopefully it ain't weird..

My Christmas Wish List:

to watch A Night at the Museum
Corrine May's Xmas CD
Love Actually DVD
At First Sight - Nicholas Sparks
or Dear John - Nicholas Sparks

Spend time with my Family
Be more in Touch with God
Sustain friendships
Get my 'Spark' back
To See my Light
To spread the Love of God thru me
(everything)
To touch pple's heart

I know that when things go smoothly, somehow it'll start slowing down somewhere.....=\ get use to it Becca...=.-

I still hate the fact that I realise it, if I hadn't this would not have troubled me. It might be good, but the bad part is bad la.. i think..

I need to get my spark back.. to burn the fire again.. I need pple to start kicking me....... maybe? where's my fire...

|*3rd Dec' 06*|

I just felt like blogging.... Here Goes..

Today is the 1st Sunday of Avent, its like a start of a New Year for the Catholic Liturgical Calendar. Its currently Year C.

The message sent to us today was: Stay Awake! Do not be Overconfident, but Do not be Afraid!
Also, look out for warnings and signs. Hold your head high even though you're down, because the Saviour is Coming. Have Faith!

After hearing the Homily, I wonder what its trying to tell me. I wonder if I'm thinking correctly, this or that? Like people always say, you will not get the things you want when you want them but yet you will get it when you least expected it to come. Very True, but I do not want it! but why is it turning the other way round then? I just wish these troubles can just leave my head at once. Its that time again when I will just plunge deep, until something lifts me up.

I hate people misinterpreting what my actions or words meant. I hate being mistaken. Its just didn't come out the way I wanted it to. ROOOAARRR!!!!

Alright I don't know what I'm talking about.. Just ignore it yea.. I just want my brain to stop haunting me with all these crap which shouldn't be troubling me!